Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

SG TOMORROW

Going to S'pore tomorrow evening.

Somehow I feel awkward and not really looking forward to it.

Perhaps it's coz of the work that I'll be leaving behind for a full 1 week. It kindda worries me.

Or perhaps, it's coz the purpose of going there is to just accompany my family members to go to doctors and I'm not even sure if I'd be able to separate myself from them.

They're so dependent on me, I feel fed up sometimes :(

Not sure whether I'll be able to meet up with my friends over at S'pore like what I've told them. I'll try my best to arrange though.

1 week of visiting so many different doctors is time consuming already.

We shall see... *Fingers crossed*

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:00 PM

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

PISSED today

I'm so pissed by my mom today, for not giving a proper teaching to my cousins.

They're still in their growing up stage. They need better guidance than what my mom is giving them.

I sympathize them for not having parents in such young age. My mom does too. But why can't my mom teach better stuff? More sensible ones.

I'm just so angry with her!!!

Feeding them like pigs is not a way to show love. Teaching them no need to strive in school because 1 of them has to retain and she thought it's a way to cheer her up is so wrong!

So what if she is a girl who is not so smart? There is no stupid people, there is only lazy people. She says, "For girls it's ok not to study so high. Just get a rich husband." What the heck?! She compares with herself... The generation has changed so much! Not many future-mother-in-law who'd want an uneducated future-daughter-in-law nowadays.

I couldn't take it, I said it straight to her face. I asked her would she want a daughter in law who doesn't do well academically. And all she could do was smile??? She said it's because my cousin is slower in thinking. Even the down syndrome kids are clever nowadays, why can't a normal kid like my cousin be striving?

Grahhhhh!!!! I'm so angry.

Why can't she utter better encouragement that can motivate people to work harder?

She's so nonsensical most of the time, she makes me laugh in anger and feel like strangling myself.

Vell Signed off ♥ 12:17 PM

Friday, June 04, 2010

Kate Spade

Was browsing Kate Spade's website to search for the 1 bag I'd like my sis-in-law's aunt to help me buy from US to get cheaper price.

Entered the jewelry portion after sometime and I found some pretty but expensive accessories. Some of them cost more than the bag I want. Shucks! I want :(

Vell Signed off ♥ 5:32 PM