Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Friday, August 21, 2009

NTH MUCH HAPPENED BT I WANNA BLOG

WTH happened to my blogger post layout??????? It's got some technical problem and I don't know how to repair it!!!! Joyce used my laptop to blog and hers looked fine. But when it comes to my blog account, it's always got problem. ARGH!!!!

I'm currently waiting for the cell group members to reach my place. Having cell group meeting today!~ Speaking about cell group, the members have been slowly going haywire ever since the multiplication. The group got smaller but the members grew weary. What's happening? Sometimes I wonder, why would the disappointments we get from the people around us affect our relationship with God?

We're talking about God here. The 1 who is never changing. The same yesterday, today, and forever! Whilst Man, on the other hand, will forever be Man. So, our commitment to God shouldn't be affected! We're not perfect. If we are, then we would be God ourselves. Then there's no need to worship Him already. Which is nonsense! So, we should keep our mindset right, remind ourselves often. God is still up there in heaven watching over us no matter where we run to. So, there's no point in running away from Him. Backsliding will not bring us anywhere. It'll only do harm to us. Gosh I've so many thoughts running in my mind regarding this matter. I don't understand how they think! God please wake them up! I'm fed up.

Anyways, I'm still unemployed. Hahaha. I'm bored, even Facebook is starting to bore me. My granny came and went, together with aunt and Yun. Thank God for a speedy recovery after her catarac removal operation. Now I'm starting to hardcore-ly searching for job. I got the sudden urge to just go back to Jkt and help out in my dad's biz. To be together with family is one reason. Another one would be the excitement I could get if I'm there. However, I still think it'd be better for me to at least try to get a job and work here. After all my stubbornness and persistent rejection towards their offer, I need to show my family members what I'm truly made of.

Uhm... I just got asked whether I can join Jun and family for a week's trip to Thailand. I can't!! =( I can't even go for my family tour to Australia! Double sob! So, if I were to go to Thailand and my parents were to find out, I'm dead meat! =p Got no money, how to have fun, right? Hahaha! Gotta get a job and start working!!!!!!!!!! Earn lots and lots of money. Hehehe.

Vell Signed off ♥ 7:47 PM