Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Monday, April 20, 2009

ALL-IN-1

I've been procrastinating in updating my blog coz it's just too time-consuming for me to actually think back about the past events and type them all down. Well, I'm just lazy la to put it simply. Hahaha! But as I was reading xx's blog, I suddenly felt the urge to blog. It was coz of that 1 particular sentence said by her bf which I felt is so true and that I share the same view as him. He said this about whether or not we're considered cheating if we go out with other gender when we already have a partner. "If it will upset the other party when they find out, I think it's considered cheating. So if you have to hide it, you shouldn't do it." I totally feel the same way! Isn't it true that when we really believe that our intention to hang out with that person is 100% pure friendship, we wouldn't be afraid to tell our partner about the meet up. In my case, I'd tell my guy even more openly if I were to hang out with some other guy whom he knows or not know. Coz only then there will be openness and trust. Besides, if my guy were to find out from someone else that I was found hanging out with another guy in a mall or somewhere else, my guy can simply tell that nosy person that he already knows. So we won't be backstabbed or somethin' like that you see.

Anyways, enough about this theory of a r/s. I wanna blog about what has happened to me all this while, since I was back in Jkt for CNY till now.

During CNY, I still received quite a lot of angbao despite my age. Hehehe. I witnessed, for the 1st time, solar eclipse at my grandma's house that day and I was fascinated by it. From that day onwards, I realised how my basic knowledge that I learned back in secondary schools have been reducing each day as I grow older.

I was encouraged to not come back to S'pore during V day season despite the air ticket that I've already bought. My family is just... I don't know what to say. It's either they really long for my presence in their midst or they are just looking down on me coz I told them I wanna try finding a job in Sg. Hahaha. Either way, I'm not gonna give up on my plan that readily coz I've paid quite a big sum for my LPR application. But they succeeded in holding me back till beginning of April that I forced my way to get the air ticket to depart from Jkt. Thank God my parents were quite ok and allowed me to buy it. Or else, I'd be back only in June.

Finally I had a stay over at the villa in Bogor together with my parents and my younger bro. It was quiet and peaceful with lotsa greenery surrounding the house. I was wondering how would it feel if I've only 1 sibling. Coz it didn't feel that bad actually. Hahaha!

I was also forcefully brought to follow my mom to many temples. I don't know why she likes to include me in to the praying or going to temples kind of activities. I couldn't say a direct no though coz I had to be filial. So I just followed and helped her carry her stuff and nothing else. Hahaha. Sometimes I would show my irritated face when the weather was so hot. LOL! Well I don't think I'll be changing religion coz she force me to go to the temple. I only can believe when I see examples. And those in my family who claims that they are devoted Buddhist are not showing me good examples. They don't realise that it'd only hurt the image of Buddhism in my mind. Anyways, I still have many other reasons besides this la. Hahaha. The time of the return of Jesus Christ is getting closer, so I don't wanna end up in hell. So.. yeah :)

Had a lot of fun being a guinea pig for Yun to practice on my face and hair. Had lotsa fun shopping and going to malls. Had lotsa fun having fun with my family and doggy.

Finally, returned to Sg in a late night flight which was delayed for hours! Spent Easter in church. Have some things going on with the cell grp and the members. Trying to adapt asap so that I won't be in trouble. I'm still unemployed and actively looking for job. Hopefully I'll get a call for interview soon. Being unemployed is... not nice beyond words. Well mayb coz I have no money. Hahaha. Or else, I'd be having the best time of my life :p

Vell Signed off ♥ 3:12 PM