Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

CG APPRECIATION & MULTIPLICATION

Had a wonderful cgm last night. Celebrated thanksgiving and multiplication at 1 shot. So many tears shed by the members as we will be going to different cell grp. Good friends who used to do things together for the same cg will now have to be separated. This will take some time before everyone can adjust. I realised that I've wasted so much time withdrawing from so many of them and now it'll get even harder to even get to know them well. Ppl like denise, heshen, xiangrong, weiling, joa, limei, jingwen, george, n others who are gonna be in different cg...I didn't grasp my chances to really have a good chat with them. Some of them are beginning to open up to me and I was liking it. Hopefully, we won't be a 'hi-bye' friend when we meet up.

Anyways, I couldn't express myself well last night during the breaking of the bread coz I was holding back my emotions and tears till I had a terrible headache. So lemme type down my appreciation to those whom I gave my bread to.

Enyao, thx for guiding me ever since the 1st time I joined the cg. Thx for your concern about my personal matters. And thx for being excited about me being in your cg. I believe you're gonna be a good cgl and I hope I can be a blessing for you by being a good member :)

Wesley, I really thank God that you've finally decided to come back to God n to the cg. I really hope that next time, no matter what troubles you're faced with, you'll still hold on and look up. Don't ever have the thought of backsliding coz you won't find the answer and peace if you do. It'll only make matters worse.

Joyce, thx for always praising me behind my back. There are times that I felt obligated to help with heavy heart but you still appreciate me so much. Thx for trying your best to show your care and concern to me. I know it must be hard coz I'm not being easy towards you. But I really appreciate you and I love you. No matter what complaints I have about you in my heart, I still love you. Sorry if I'm often mean to you, made you scared several times. I guess we gotta open up more to each other :D

Jun, thx for the changes you've shown me so far. Thx for being patient and understanding to whatever nonsense I'm giving you. Thx for always holding me when I feel like running away from reality. Sorry for my bad attitude. My lips may speak mean words to you but I want you to know that I love you from the bottom of my heart :)

Limei, there are many things I wanna thank you about. From the start, you've been like a young guardian to me. Childish but always strong, physically and spiritually. Hehehe. I still remember how you always wanted to help me carry whatever I was carrying, no matter how heavy those were. It's always easy to open up to you coz you 1st opened up to me. I felt relaxed to confide in you about anything. It's also easy to listen about you life and give comments to you coz you accepts feedbacks open heartedly. Thx for the love that you and your whole family have showered me with. And I want you to know that my phone will always be free if you wanna talk :D We may be in a totally different cg now but I believe that this won't be a barrier for us to keep our friendship strong till the end.

Jiayi, I can't thank you enough la!!! Hehehe. From the beginning till the end, you've always been such a gd friend and a gd cgl to me. I know I'm not an easy cg member even until now. But you never give up on me. Thx for all your encouragements be it in my walk with God or with my studies in the past. You've been a great help and I really thank God for you. Sry for the misunderstanding I had about you the last time, it must've hurt you. From then on, I learnt a valuable lesson. Well in fact, you always provides me with valuable lessons every now and then. Hahaha. Anyways, I wanna thank your family too for always opening the house for me to stayover. It's been great working together with you :D Our friendship won't stop here, will it? Thx for being such a great blessing in my life. I love you!!!!

For other members whom I didn't give my bread to, it doesn't mean that they're inferior. I still appreciate them alot and I love them as my brothers and sisters in Christ.

Vell Signed off ♥ 12:57 PM

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

PRAY PART 2

Morning prayer mtg just ended not too long ago. It went smoothly and thank God nobody snored :p

A number of new faces joined us for the PM and I was surprised to see Heshen and Xiangrong came together with Limei. I suddenly feel that maybe a big breakthrough for W193 is waiting directly outside and knocking on the door right now. It has come sooner than we thought. We just need to open the door and embrace that 'guest' into our lives. We gotta act, and the opening up of door is the action. Without action, nothing can be done. With the opening up of the front door, we gotta close the back door at the same time so that nobody will be able to leave. Hehehe. Sounds evil but it's for their own good.

Hopefully these 2 new guys will get even more committed to the cg and be able to open up more to the other members (such as myself :p). They're such cutesies! Love them! :)

Tmr is the last day of the morning PM. So... All the way, guys in W193 and E246!!!!

Vell Signed off ♥ 8:59 AM

PRAY PART 1

Morning prayer meeting at my house since yesterday all the way till tmr.

Xmas is just about a week away and the cg is coming together to pray for open hearts (thank God it's in my hse :p). In unity we sacrifice our sleep. It takes alot of effort to force ourselves to get up and prepare for such an early prayer mtg. It's supposed to start at 7am till about 8. But since they have to travel from all parts of S'pore, most of them are late. However, I know that many of them didn't even sleep at all last night. So many things they wanna prepare for their loved ones in order to get them saved. Hoping that our friends and family members will get blessed this xmas.

So, OPENED HEARTS I PRAY!!! OPENED UP THE WINDOWS OF HEAVEN I PRAY!!!

Vell Signed off ♥ 7:17 AM

Friday, December 12, 2008

NOTHING NEW

Alright..So my EPEC application was rejected due to only God knows what. I'm not discouraged coz I'm putting my faith n hope in my LPR now. But the process of getting my LPR approved is still so far away coz the average processing time will take about 3-4 months. With God's grace, hopefully I'll be one of the fortunate few who gets the LPR in less than 3 or even 2 months. So for the time being, I only can wait and see how thing goes.

My sis came over for a long weekend and she brought so much fun in such a short while! We took a ride at the S'pore flyer capsule and went for some drinks at Clinic, Clarke Quay. I've been wanting to try out that place for so long and it finally came to pass. Hehehe. Oh another good thing was... My dad passed her some money to give to me :D I'm so grateful coz I was penniless! I'm still waiting for an employer to just give me something to do right this instant! I need to earn some income or else I'll die due to stress of not finding a job, hunger coz no money to eat due to unemployment, and also die of boredom coz I've nothing to do. Grrrrrr!

Vell Signed off ♥ 1:50 AM

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

SHOPPING

Went shopping with JY and Joa on Sunday. Walked like I've nvr walk before. Drop dead tired!!! But it was productive. Finally bought a pair of high heel shoes meant for working. And also bought a pair of new sandals. Don't know why only when I shop with certain people then I'd manage to buy things.

Sale is in the air here in S'pore. That's coz X'mas is around the corner. Thank God Jesus was born. Or else, there won't be any X'mas right? Hehehe.

The sad case now is that I'm financially crippled T-T For me to consider buying office attires is also not as easy as it used to be when I was still a student. This is tiring! Sobs! How am I gonna get xmas presents for my loved ones???

I better get that EPEC. I better get that LPR approved soon. I better be working fast! Arghh!!! I'm so powerless at the moment.

Vell Signed off ♥ 12:09 AM