Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

1 DOWN

1 paper done, 2 more to go.

Investment paper was a total murderer. I've never done this before in my whole life, spending only a mere 2 hours or so for sleeping coz I had to revise on my investment subject. It was my 1st time! Ever! I didn't even do that when I had my O levels! Gosh. So now my eyes are so heavy. I probably will snooze directly once my head hit the pillow. Hahaha.

I was worried, afraid I might fail that module. I even prepared the worst-case scenario already, Planned on what module I should take in exchange of the failed investment. Hahaha. I planned to inform my dad beforehand also. So as to help in preparing himself to hear the news once I get my results.

But, deep inside, I wasn't that scared to be honest. I guess coz I know that it is small compared to Him. Hehehe. I just have to depend on Him. Anyway whatever I asked from Him last night came to pass during the exam. Just that the Qns weren't so similar to the past yr papers. Oh yeah, come to think of it, I didn't pray for that anyway. LOL! So..yeah that's about my 1st paper. Hopefully I'd get at least a credit the worst.

2 more to go. And, believe me, I'm already feeling the excitement of the nearby holidays. Heeheheheee. I cant wait for 8th of May to come. I can't wait for MC paper to be done. Then I'll be left with WER paper only! And I'd be in cloud 9, waiting to sit for that WER paper. The last paper is a morning one. So I can hit the street directly once I step outta the exam hall! Yipee!!!

I truly am impatient for this! Heeheehee. I wanna shop! There are so many things on my needs and wants list. It's just getting longer with each passing day. Hohoho. This freaks me out coz I'm financially disabled. Help!!~

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM

Thursday, April 17, 2008

CONGRATULATIONS!

My bro msg-ed me in MSN out of a sudden. I thought he just wanted to chat. But little that I knew, he asked me whether I wanna see his pre-wedding photos instead. I was so excited to browse them! Exhilarating!

The pictures turned out to be magnificently brilliant and brilliantly magnificent! Some of my preferred ones are saved in my laptop and I'm gonna post them here. The photos are so nice, they almost made me tear. I get emotional when I see people getting married :') Hopefully I won't burst into tears when I'm serving as the bride's maid on the wedding day itself (which I think I most probably will).

Can't believe that my bro is gonna have his own family soon. You're gonna be independent, living in your own little haven, with your little angel, in the near future. Sobs. Congrats bro! :) Wish you'll have the heaven on earth when you've start your own family. Don't forget to maintain our relationships as a family, ok? Hehehe. I might tag along during your honeymoon trip, for all you know~ Hahaha! I heard you choose Japan for your honeymoon? Why Japan? Why not Paris? I think it's more romantic there? LOL!

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pstttt..... I'll wish for your baby as soon as the wedding dinner is done! Mwahahaha! I can't wait long for the presence of a cute li'l baby to be around (after my li'l bro that is, who has grown so much bigger than I used to remember).

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM

Sunday, April 13, 2008

E-MAIL

Got these sentences from an e-mail sent by a friend. I find them very nicely quoted hence I'mma copy them down here.
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Never cry for any relation in life.
Coz for the 1 whom you cry
Doesn't deserve your tears.
And the 1 who deserves
Will never let you cry.
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Treat everyone with politeness,
Even those who are rude to you.
Not coz they're not nice,
But coz you're nice.
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Never search your happiness in others,
Which will make you feel alone.
Rather search it in yourself.
You'll feel happy even if you're left alone.
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Always have a positive attitude in life.
There's something positive in every person.
Even a stopped watch is right,
Twice a day.
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Happiness always looks small
When we hold it in our hands.
But when we learn to share it,
We realize how big and precious it is.

Vell Signed off ♥ 10:09 PM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

HAIR

I'm having a good hair day today. And I'm happy about it :D That's why I blog it down. I hope my hair can be like this every day, forever. LOL!

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

SOME PPL SAY

Some people told me...

That I'm fortunate
That I'm rich
That I'm pretty
That I'm photogenic
That I'm sweet
That I'm fat
That I'm not that fat
That I've thick eyebrows
Taht I've good complexion
That I'm fierce
That I'm sarcastic
That I'm not friendly looking
To build my self-esteem
To think more positively
To soften my heart
Not to be stubborn
To be more hardworking
To slim down
That I don't need to go on a diet
That my mind is slow
That I'm slow
That I can sing well
That I can cook rather well
That I'm a good daughter
That I've good parents

Other people are better judges of my outward being. As for my internal? Only God knows me well enough, inside out. I myself don't even know exactly how am I like.

Vell Signed off ♥ 9:42 PM

Friday, April 04, 2008

BERJANJILAH UTK SETIA

Kau mungkin bukanlah sesuatu yang baru dalam hidupku
Dalam pencarian cintaku, wujudkan mimpi-mimpiku

Karna dahulu engkau pernah menjadi kekasih hatiku
Perhiasan dalam mimpiku mewarnai seluruh hidupku

Berjanjilah kau setia bila kau jadi kekasihku lagi
Berjanjilah kau setia bila kau masih mencintaku
Berjanjilah kau setia untuk menyayangi aku lagi
Berjanjilah kau setia s'lama kau masih disisiku

Semoga hasrat ini abadi untuk s'lamanya
Semoga cinta ini 'kan s'lalu ada

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:58 PM

Thursday, April 03, 2008

WHERE'S THE LOVE?

Why do people have the tendency to act before they think?

Why do people choose regreting over preventing? Why do they choose to commit the mistakes first and deal with it later instead of thinking twice before committing it?

Why do people tend to forget to think about how others would feel if they hurt them? Why is there a tendency for a failure to put ourselves in other's shoes? Is it plain ignorance? Is it mere selfishness? Or is it to selfishly gain satisfaction first and then try to make everything okay by pretending nothing had happened?

I get tired of always trying to satisfy others. I am tired of always thinking of others' feelings first before myself. Coz all I get is just hurt and dissapointment. Is there anyone who can do the same to me? Who can protect me wholeheartedly? I don't need so much of a physical protection, I need emotional protection. Protect my feelings...my trust. If there isn't anybody who can do that, then I'll choose to protect myself.

With time, the wound in my heart will heal. But don't expect it to return to how it used to be. I'll not be the same person after you've hurt me. I learn from mistakes. And I'll build my own shield as a protection.

Perhaps I should be more epxressive. Or perhaps I should become the other way round, conceal everything and keep everything for myself and God. Which way will be better? I tried both ways. But neither seemed to work.

Human is just a complicated being.

Don't try to find me when it's all too late. Don't show your compassion when it's all been done. Don't tell me your effort only after I'm gone. I gave you chance after chance but you just blew them all. It was easier in the beginning but you just wanna make it more difficult and perhaps challenging. I won't demand much in the beginning but everyone seem to fail it. At the end of the day, they have to struggle much harder to gain my trust again. I gave freely at first, but now there gotta be something for you to pay for my trust. It's not worth it *Sigh*

I don't wanna cry the tears of sorrows anymore. I wanna cry coz of joy instead.

Vell Signed off ♥ 2:10 PM