Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

EXAMS!!!

Once again...It's the horrifying moment for students such as myself. Yep...it's the exam period! 4 papers that seem to consume all my entire life to study, memorize and eventually vomit everything out on the answer sheets.

Terrible feeling! Within 2 weeks I'll be as free as the eagle soaring in the blue sky. Only 4 days are needed for the exams. It all seems so short. But in between is the slow poisonous process. My dark eye rings get darker each day and it's petrifying. NO!!!! I'm gonna sleep before 12am once my holiday starts. LOL!

I wanna post some pics up but it can only be done next Friday the earliest. I need to be a bookworm every once in a while. Life isn't just about having great fun all the time. We need to work hard so that we won't get tired easily. Yes I know...but saying is easier than getting it done. I'm just lazy. Perhaps I shouldn't heed my father's advice to continue studying after my Bachelor. I should start earning working experience while waiting for my mr. right guy to just appear in front of my face, riding a porsche or mini cooper or somethin', propose to me. LOL!

Ah well...I'm just daydreaming for a minute or two, just to relax my mind. Now I'll have to go back to the head-exploding revision again. Ciao!~

Vell Signed off ♥ 9:15 PM

Monday, October 15, 2007

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It's so hard to please ppl. Miss-able when they're far away frm me. Bt annoying when they're in the same hse as me.

Wish that I cld spend time with them more often, wish that I cld make them proud. Bt nth seems to work out. They live their lives without considering my feelings. They want me to understand them all the time. Bt do they understand me?

I've always tried to understand other ppl's feelings..Put them in my thoughts 1st. For so long, I've been doing this. Can they feel it? Do they appreciate it?

Mom, is your face more important than my feelings? Why do other ppl's comments bother u so much? Do they carry more weight than how I feel? I don't think those comments which come from some gossipers would guarantee me with a bright and better future. Why do u care so much with what other ppl think? Why r u so insecure? Why haven't u ever consider your own kids' opinions or comments bout our own preference? You only know how to compare us with other ppl's kids without comparing urself with their moms 1st. Why are u always unthankful with whatever we already have? You often speak of how ill-fated u are having us as ur kids. Have u even try to stop and think of our strengths instead of our weaknesses? You gt traumatized by some experience of urs over the past few yrs bt doesn't mean that they wld befall unto all of us. There's no point trying to protect us when ur way of protection is wrong.

It annoys me when my mom compare us with herself. Coz she's sooo stuck in her own world, in I dunno what yr. Perhaps the '70s? I'm nt sure. She doesn't have any friends. Mayb that's 1 of the factor. She doesn't like us hanging out with friends or the way we sometimes put our friends inside our priority list. I dunno how she thinks. Neither does she know how we think. We tried to understand u better as a person. Bt u nvr try to do the same back to us. Till a point of time when we'd all be tired of trying. In the end, the last thing u can do wld only be crying over ur unfilial children. If that really happen, u can't possibly put all of the blame on us. And I can't help either.

--I'm strong on the surface. But not all the way through. I've nvr been perfect. Bt neither have u. I can't be who u are.--

Vell Signed off ♥ 12:15 AM

Thursday, October 04, 2007

MIX 'EM UP

Yummy~

Went to Vivo City a couple of days ago and bought some interesting food from the Candy Empire.

Chocolate with marshmallow in between. It's delicious.

I've no idea how this food tastes like coz I've yet opened it. I bought it out of curiousity.

This Eclipse...Nt sold at other stores yet. Cinnamon flavour. Can't say that it's nice though. Hahaha. Bt worth the try.

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TCC

I began to love cheese cake ever since I ate 1 at TCC (The Coffee Connoisseur) with my friends 1 fine evening. And today....I tried 1 of their drink called Lychee Jazz. It's got a taste of some tea, a touch of lychee flavour, 1 lychee, with sparkling water and 3 mint leaves. It's so well presented. Love it!

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What's up, Nose?

I've been having this flu which I think got better already..Bt doesn't seem to be able to get it totally cured. Giving me uncomfortable nose in the end. Sometimes it makes my internal nose bleed too. Geez. It's not the usual nose bleed btw, where the blood just flow down the nose. No it's not that. It's something more like....internal nose gets dry or perhaps some ulcers inside. I dunno. What's wrong here?

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:23 PM