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| Saturday, July 28, 2007 |
Jason says: Hi Vell~ says: hi Jason says: Are you in spore? Jason says: Do you know epie? Vell~ says: yes i'm in s'pore..and yes i know epie Vell~ says: who r u? Jason says: jason Jason says: u belum bobok ? Vell~ says: jason mana? Jason says: saya kenal kamu Jason says: epie cece kamu Vell~ says: kok bs kenal aku? Jason says: spore kecil sekali,neng Jason says: kamu belum bobok Vell~ says: belum...kalo udah tdr, ngga bkl online Vell~ says: lol Jason says: orang medan ? Vell~ says: bkn medan Jason says: jakarta Jason says: parent in jakarta Vell~ says: ? Vell~ says: ngmg2.....elo siapa yah? Vell~ says: kenal cc ku dr mn? Vell~ says: kenal aku dr mn? Jason says: lagi chatting ama cece ? Vell~ says: ngga Vell~ says: jawab pertanyaan saya pls Jason says: lagi dating ? Jason says: masih sekolah di spore ? Jason says: belum selesai ? Jason says: ms.cute,bobok dulu ya Jason says: next time baru chat ya Jason says: take care Jason says: bye bye |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 12:26 AM |
| Friday, July 27, 2007 |
My bed feels so comfortable.. My blanket is calling my name~ |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 1:40 PM |
| Sunday, July 22, 2007 |
The leaking pipe on my bedroom's ceiling got worsen each day. It's a dreadful scene to witness. My bank account is vry2 dry. I can't wait for August to come. But some friends' b'days are coming. I don't have the money to buy their presents. Gosh. So many things I wanna get, but then again....my wallet is super not doing well (in Christian term :p) I need daddy badly to replenish it. Sometimes I feel like I'm an abandoned child here in S'pore coz my parents never come here anymore. They seldom call too. *Sigh* But whenever they hear I'm spending time with friends, they're not very happy about it. Who else can I spend my time with besides friends when my own family is not around, right? They just don't understand the misery I'm going through. My sch assignments are piling up but I don't have the motivation to do it just yet. I'm still in holiday mood even after so long. It's probably a month passed already but I'm still clinging unto the Indo-mood. This is bad. Tsk. It gets rather lonely at home nowadays without my sis. Hahaha. I hate to admit it but...reality can't lie. I want her back here to enjoy the fun I'm having now. Yun darling pls come back!~ I'm getting lazy to take care of Mini. She's a poor thing coz her cage is getting smellier each day. Forgive me but I dislike washing cages and not the animals. Anyway she bites. I'm scared. Hahaha. I'd love to give her away if anyone is willing to adopt her. Alright now I don't know what to type already. I shall stop now. Hahaha. Lame-ness~ |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 7:37 PM |
| Friday, July 20, 2007 |
Have been eyeing on new cell phones recently. And I found......... a very hot and eye-cathing PINK colour sony ericsson! It's a walkman series! I'm sooo falling in love with it. Hope that it's good. Coz if nt, I'll be vry heartbroken. It has 3G function, so it has 2 cameras (back and front). I can take pics while looking at the screen. Yay!~~ Found the pic at google but the colour shown there doesn't look like the real thing. Bt anyway, the real thing is nicer. I love its hot pink colour! :D  What attracts me more is......the back of the phone! See the nice flowery pattern! Hehe~ It caught my attention at my very 1st glance outside the shop's glass. PRETTY!  My hands feel so itchy. Can't wait to get my hands on that slim phone. It doens't have the irritating joy stick to scroll. Yipeeee!~ Hope it won't cost a bomb. Coz if next mth won't come soon, I'll declare bankruptcy. Hahaha. |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 4:41 PM |
| Thursday, July 19, 2007 |
Eniwei..Tuh 2 org entah asal dr mana. Tampangnya kok kae pekerja bangunan pula. Argh!!!!!! BT pokoknya. Beyond words can describe deh. Ketawa2in apaan sih ttg gw? Tampang jutek aja bs d ketawain. If only I cld read ppl's mind. U'll be dead! LOL! Oh but it's still no use coz I don't understand their language. Dohhhhh!!!!!!!! Laen kali liat luar aja dah! Hm........Selain dr hal yg ngga enak.......Gw blkgan ini lg hepi :D Karna dialah aku tertawa. Hehehe. Sayaaaaaaaangkuw~ Tenkiu yah dah bikin aku seneeeeeeeeeeng bgt :D |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM |
| Tuesday, July 17, 2007 |
I saw some puppies yesterday at the pet shop. They're soooooooo veryyyyyy adorable!!!! If I've a car here, I wld consider buying 1. Hehehe. Bt it's just hard to keep pets here. Even having 1 tiny hamster is already a hassle when it comes to cleaning up the cage. A dog wld give even much more trouble! The most important but hardest thing wld be to toilet-train the dog. It'll be even more difficult for me, coz I don't bear to hit or spank the dog when training it. They're so small and cute...I don't have the heart. *Awwww* Anyways, the puppies were so small and playful and cute and and and....... I just felt like squeezing and hugging them real tight till their eyes pop out. LOL! I miss Mersi!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I even miss his tongue. Gosh. Hahaha. He likes to lick my hands. And I enjoy getting licked by him. Hehehe. It's so soft and cute :D Mini only knows how to bite. She has a tongue but she doesn't know how to show her love towards me. *Sigh* |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 11:51 PM |
| Sunday, July 15, 2007 |
Anyway, nth much is gonna happen today. My plan so far was to go downstairs to exercise for a while. I enjoy working out by myself nowadays. What's gotten into me? I've no idea. Hahaha. I used to be vry2 lazy. Whenever Yun asked me to go, I'd be reluctant to budge. Perhaps coz I've found out when the gym could be for myself. It's at noon! :D Loves!!! I can move around the room freely. Sing out loud and no one cares. It's all for me and my mp3. Yipeee~ Hm........I've been thinking...I think I've a soft spot for Asian guys who speaks proper English like the American. They just sound cool! :D This applies for girls too. I saw a bunch of teenagers who speaks with the slank one night after my evening lecture. And I cldn't take my eyes off of them. They were just sitting in front of me though. So I didn't feel too good if I kept on looking. Hahaha. Gosh I love the American accent. I'm trying to communicate with lesser Singlish. Bt sometimes it's kindda hard. It has to depend with whom I'm hanging out with, I guess. I can't imagine if I were rly to fly to SF for further studies with my bro few yrs back. Then I wld speak super cool English! Hahaha. A'ight I'm daydreaming again. Oh yeah...I bought the White Musk that I've long wanted. Bt I realised that the smell wasn't that strong anymore. I don't know whether the ppl ard me cld smell the perfume. Bt I myself definitely can't. Coz of this reason, I'm starting to miss the previous perfume I used. I think it was Issei Miyaki. I cant rly remember wad perfume was it coz I didn't plan to buy it at 1st. I was cheated at Bugis!!! Yun and Joyce wld know what I'm talking about. A'ight!!! I'm gonna buy the perfume one of the days. Erm....My wishlist seems endless. Hahaha. That's soooo darn bad. My allowance this mth is dying again! All thx to the bills I've to pay all by myself. I thought I cld finally have some savings after I return from Indo. I guess it's wrong. *Sobs* Bt not to worry. I'm gonna survive :D I spent lesser on things already. So, next mth onwards shldn't be a prob. There's a major prob at my hse currently. The pipe hidden in my bedroom's ceiling is leaking like there's no tmr. The person from the management said that we've to switch off the water in the hse from the main switch. So...How am I suppose to bathe? Hahahaha! Maybe I shld migrate to friend's house just to take a shower. LOL! Or mayb I can bathe downstairs. Geezzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!! Coming back to S'pore gives me headache such as this. I don't think I'm rdy to handle this kind of prob at my age T-T I'm still a student!!! Argh!!!!!!! My bedroom looks uglier. *Soooooobs* |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 11:55 AM |
| Saturday, July 14, 2007 |
Wohooowww!!!~ Super great svc! So many ppl got healed by my Mighty God! :D Powerful servant of God, Dr. Richard Robert, came to preach this wkend. After the svc, we all went to fellowship at Changi Airport Terminal 2, Viewing mall. Felt that the cell grp was sort of united tonight :) There will still be cliques but I managed to hop here and there between the several mini-grps. Got the energy and excitement to just hang around with everyone. Love this feeling! ^^ I think photo-whoring was the reason why we had so much fun just now :) All the narcists in the cell grp were jumping around like there were no one else around. LOL! We started photo-whoring during the MRT rides from Expo to Airport. Let the pics speak for themselves~  Me with Jingwen and dunno whose hand was that on my shoulder *yikes*
 Me and Joyce Me and Joanna. This is our 1st pic together Joa! :D
Alright...At the airport..Mostly was taken with Limei. So here goes the irritating face :p
We simply love making funny faces (esp. Limei)
Limei's pose here wasn't intentional. She wanted to smooch at the camera. Bt she closed her eyes and lost her sense of direction. LOL!
This was super candid. Wasn't planned at all. |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM |
| Friday, July 13, 2007 |
Have been having a very boring, annoying, 3-days lecture in a row. It's 1 subj. which is taught by 1 Australian lecturer whose voice sounds so dreamy and he mumbles to himself. Gosh. I'm thanking God that he'll only teach till tmr. Afterwhich a local lecturer will take over till the end of the semester. Hopefully the local lecturer wld teach us in a nicer way. Geez...Today was so sucky. The way the angmoh asked us to go down the lecture room to present was terrible! Argh!!! Anyway, I'm very tired today. Hahaha. Haven't been slping enough. And the weather was scorching hot when I was at Bugis -.- Had to go home before going to Limei's hse for cell grp mtg. Travel so much that my newly toped up bus card is finishing again -.-' After the cell grp mtg, went home and was bored while walking alone....So, snapped some pics of the fat stray cats. They're STRAY! But look more well-fed than pets. LOL! There's 1 woman who always feed them regularly.    Half of the long way home from bus stop towards my home, Margate Road.
Taken at my condo's lift, 20th floor. I was shagged! Ow~ I bought new top today. Hehehe. So, I was tired but also happy :p So many things I need to buy. Erm...... I think it's more of WANT and not NEED. LOL! Anyways...I rly wanna change hp. The 1 I'm using nw is killing me real softly with the insensitive scroll. And then.....I wanna buy new slippers coz the 1 pair I have is nt enough. The sole is thinning too. I also wanna get a new bag. Bt I'm still looking ard for the suitable 1 coz I don't have any idea of the kind of bag I want at the moment. Then I want a new watch. I like watches...I dont understand why Yun dont like to wear 1 (that's the reason why she's always late for appointments). I wanna get new sweater. I'm gonna go get some new shorts (I dunno when yet). And last bt definitely nt least...I wanna get more new tops. LOL! We've only 1 body. Bt why do we need to buy so much clothes? Hahaha. My aunt always ask me this kind of Qn whenever I wanna buy new bra at Indo -.- I dunno why. It just makes me feel happy after buying new ones :D |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM |
| Wednesday, July 11, 2007 |
I don't enjoy calling or sms-ing people anymore unless I've something to say to them. Not that I'm being unfriendly but it's just that I'd have too many ppl to msg if I were to sms to say 'Hi'. So, if u wanna chat with me, pls initiate the conversation 1st and I'll gladly continue the chat with u :) I prefer to take buses than other transportation when I'm in S'pore. MRT is irritating esp. when it's the peak hour. Taxis are exp sometimes. So, I'd say I love travelling in buses and slp during the long journey. Hahaha. I don't drool or slp in a funny position, so I'm save to slp. I prefer to listen to my mp3 rather than talking bout some nonsensical things over the phone when I'm outside. I'd chat with u if I'm at home bt nt when I'm outside coz I find it quite hard to multitask. So, to prevent myself from getting into any accident, I'd love to hear the main point of the call and hang up after we've finished the discussions. I like to go out and have fun. In a small grp would be better than big grp. I'm fine being introduced to new friends, but I'll nd some time to remember their names or to be able to chat with them freely. I'll try my best to be easygoing though :) I'll show my best and genuine smiles to them. I get bored more easily. I used to find joy being home alone all day long. I used to rot at home during the long hols after my 'O' level. Bt now, I'd get moody if I stay home for too long. A day would be alright to rest. Bt 2 days...Kindda hard. I don't like to go to crowded places coz I'd become frustrated and get a headache in the end. I'd feel as if I was in a dream and I'd yawn alot. LOL! I feel that I've become more opened to say my thoughts out to others rather than just following their instructions. Perhaps it's nt so good sometimes coz I'd say that I'm disobeying order. Hahaha. No matter what, I know my limit. So, don't get angry with me when I'm being a bad girl. I get cold quite easily but get hot more easily. Hahaha. I perspire easily and it irritates me. So, forgive me if I sweat alot when we go out together. I wish I cld control it. Hahaha. The thoughts of death or anything bad to my family members wld make me cry easily. So...those of u who have read this entry, hope that wld give u a better picture of myself. Hahaha! I sound like as if there're so many ppl who want to get to know me personally. Gosh. Ok I shall stop this. *Blush* |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 5:01 PM |
When I finally dozed off, I was woken up by the bday alarm I set at my hp -.-' 9 o'clock...the time I gave up trying and just got up frm my bed. Sneezing is already my routine every morning. I don't know what's the cause of it. Perhaps the Aircon or maybe I've some allergy that I'm not aware of. Gosh I hate sneezing. Oh yeah maybe I'm allergic to morning. LOL! Coz I've flu only in the mornings. *Sigh* Got up from bed, on the TV and tuned to the kids' channel. Saw Elmo! :D His voice is sooo cute! And he looks even cuter when his fur is in a mess. Hehehe. Have a sudden liking for Elmo all over again after Joyce told me bout her embarassing moment while shopping for her fren's bday presents the other day. Elmo's gonna be my all time favourite :) It'd be nice if I were still tucked in my bed coz the weather is perfect to be lazy for a while. It's all cloudy and cooling. Rained soo heavily just now for a mere few minutes. The wind was so strong that my windows made noises. Cheerios~ |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 11:32 AM |
| Tuesday, July 10, 2007 |
Yeap that's just part of me that nobody knew. Hahaha. I can cry easily -.- Readers, don't make fun of me coz of my emotional being :p Neeways, I watched The Ex today. It was humorous :) Quite worth watching. Had a good laugh despite the freezing fingers and toes. LOL. Didn't bring sweater coz I didn't know that we were gonna go to the movies. And I don't rly like to bring sweater actually, coz it'd add on to my bag's load. It also feels irritating if I don't utilise it in the end. Thus, I prefer not bringing any :p After the movie, I got hungry and we ate at Ajisen Ramen. The volcano ramen was kindda nice. Bt the chilli they gave was alot! I didn't wanna try to eat and suffer in the end, so I passed it to my friend :D The image of Ajisen Ramen in my mind changed str away. Hehe. After dinner, didn't know what to do next, we went to play pool instead :D I can't remember when was the last time I played. My skill is still bad no matter how many times I've played -.- Quite embarassing. Hahaha. But I had fun :) I don't know why I love the sound of the break at the beginning of the game. It just sound so cool! Usually guys can break better than girls. I tried a couple of times, but it was so soft that it didn't even make the loud sound. *Grumps* Btw, play pool can only be done once in a blue moon coz it's freaking exp! -.- Went to Starbucks and had java chip before I headed home. I hadn't had so much fun in a day like this for God knows how long. I'm looking forward to have more of this when my friend's wallet is thining n I can finally bless him back. LOL! |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 11:49 PM |
| Monday, July 09, 2007 |
After lect, I met up with a friend n headed to town. Was hunting for something to give to someone special. Found a place that sold it bt I still wanna do some more research at different places. So I'm gonna go around again tmr. I still dunno to where though. I'll just walk where my feet lead me. Anyways, after hunting at 1 building, found that it was rather useless to search at town. So, I agreed to watch Die Hard 4.0 instead. I shall nt describe too much bout the movie coz it's rather irrelevant to the title of this entry. Hahaha. If you're curious bout the movie, go n watch it urself. I was blessed by my friend several things. Movie, cendol, and starbucks. Thank you! :) I didn't spend a single cent today. I was also introduced to some of his other Indo frens. Surprisingly I could socialize quite easily with them. Perhaps I became more sociable ever since I join church. Hahaha. Thank God :D I used to be a loner but nobody know except Jiayi and my sec sch friends. LOL. Sweet thing I noticed today was when we were about to cross the road. He'd get into the side where the cars would move into the small lane. For instance, if the car enter on the left, he'd go to my left. And when the entrance is on the right, he'd quickly go to my right. I noticed coz I don't think anyone had done this to me. Hahaha. I think I'm the more protective kind. I do this to others and I'm happy to do so. But when I finally felt it myself, it feels so different. It felt good :) Since it gives me happiness, I shall continue this good deed to other ppl. Hehehe. |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 11:41 PM |
| Sunday, July 08, 2007 |
Tiba2 gw jadi rinduuuuuu ama si stiupait yg 1 ini. Si anak ganjen yg taunya cuma pacaran. Lolzet! Jgn caci maki gw loe yeh :p Eh eh yun...Gw lg sepi nih skrg. Mknya jadi inget ama loe. Pengen k Orc bareng loe nih tiba2 :D Kita dah lama ngga ber-neoprint-an yah!!!! Gw save duit deh. Nanti kita ambil neoprint ok2? Hehehe. Tp ngga mau byk2 lah. Mahal booo. Elo jgn lama2 dong blk k sininya. Gw kangen marah2in elo neh :p Dan jg, ngga sabar mau liat elo bawain gw punya titipan n ada tambahan apa lg :D Kl ada yg aneh2 gt beliin gw yah. Gw mau permen yg dr FoodHall! Yum2. Oh iyah...Tp gw ngga kangen ama keberantakan elo. Dan jg, keleletan elo yg sering bgt bikin kita naek taxi, terus eventually buang2 duit gw. Cuih. LOL! Laen kali elo mah naek skuter aja dah. Terus d parkir aja d sebrang bus stop. Gw tunggu loe d bus stop dlan gt. Hehehe. Oh Iyun!!! Dd yg manja. Gw kangen blg "eh go away leh" waktu elo nyempil2 k ranjang gw yg sempit ini. Hahaha. Hoi cptan blk yah! Nanti gw jemput deh pake bawa bunga segala. LOL! Udah gt, gw bawa banner yg tulisannya nama loe deh :p Dah gt dah gt.... Gw ksh hug n kisses dehhh~ HAHHAHAHHHA! Ih amit2. Yah udah yun. Kangen~~~~~~~~~ Bye2!!!!!!!!! |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 3:20 PM |
| Saturday, July 07, 2007 |
Watched channel5 when I got up. American Idol was on screen. I enjoy watching the Idols show when it's at the beginning of the auditions. Where there're lots of contestants that got rejected. They give alot of funny nonsense. We'd get the chance to see how ppl wld do anything to get fame. Argue with the judges or...begging the judges to give them a chance. Or by wearing some ridiculous outfit. I guess their skin is just too thick to even bother to think of how others wld see them. They don't care bout anything. Not even when they knew that the show's internationally broadcasted. Geez. Oh well...it's a'ight. They gimme a great laugh and that's all that matters :) Oh yea..I like Simon Cowell btw. Hahaha. He's mean bt his comments were true most of the time. He's just being honest. And he looks sweet when he smiles :p Do observe him more closely the next time you watch American Idol. After the American Idol, the show 'Trading Spouses' was on. It's a reality show where 2 wives from different family and different states were exchanged. 1 of them is a sportswoman. A very organised person and disciplines the children rather strictly. She likes to be active. Her family is healthy and wealthy. Her husband has a steady job and is a good provider for the family. Her 3 kids are all so young, obedient and independent. They live in a good looking mansion with nice, spacious backyard. The other woman is a couch potato who doesn't do anything. No job, no enthusiasm in life, family is at a brink of being homeless bt the couple still doesn't do anything bout it. They depend so much on their 2 young adult kids for money. The kids are actually parenting their parents. The picture of this is just so wrong. Anyways, both mothers had the toughest time of their lives at the new homes. Emotions always come and it always breaks my heart to watch the less-fortunate family looking at the wealthier family. However, there's always a lesson that they can learn after seeing how others are doing. The lesson I learnt was that everything has to come from the internal. It's deep within ourselves. If we wanna be successful, we have to have the mindset and move to achieve it. We won't move anywhere if all we do is lazing around and just wait for miracles to happen. It also won't work if we just look at others and being envious of how happy they are but not doing anything to change. We have to work things out ourselves in order to catch and grab on to our own happiness. Daydreaming just won't work. |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 1:10 PM |
| Friday, July 06, 2007 |
I wanna buy Gundam Seed robots!!! I have the interest to make gundam since my big bro bought 1 home and I helped him build it. I saw those at Bugis while I was shopping alone yest. I'm eyeing on a big, pink colour 1, but it cost S$80+. Oh Lord.. Expensive! And some ppl might think that it's just another piece of crap and it's useless to waste so much money on those. Bt it's interest...So no matter what, I'm gonna be as thrifty as I can and buy 1 when I'm rdy :D When I've done building it, I'll be so proud of myself. Hwahahahaha! Readers, don't ever discourage me bout this ok? I warn you all 1st. Hehehe. Topic 2 It's all about self-esteem. Most ppl that I know of has lack of confidence. So I guess it's not wrong if I make the assumption that majority of human being has this problem. It's more often than not it's due to the physical appearance coz it can be seen by others. Human has the tendency of being ungrateful. Enough is nvr enough. Perfection is forever unreachable even though they already look fine. Flaws will somehow be found. I can't deny that I myself has a vry low self-esteem. That's why I won't meet up some new friends so easily. Everything is short on me. *Sigh* I hate it. Whole body is short. It's not a good thing. Oh God!!! I can't rly accept Your creation sometimes but I must be thankful for You've given me a healthy body. I can't love myself but I can't hate myself either. I'm in a dilemma. To love or to hate. Hahaha! However, I'm grateful enough there are still some friends who accept me no matter how I look, in good condition or ugly state, even in fat n bad hair day situation :) But still, I'm like most people, perfection is so out of reach (in my case, my body isn't perfect yet. So I'm nt being greedy). I'm trying to get my determination back n running. I wanna show to myself that I can achieve something. I wanna show Yun when she returns here on August that I can do it :D |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 12:42 PM |
| Thursday, July 05, 2007 |
Met him, headed straight to the theatre and watched the movie attentively. The show was nice :D I wonder how they make the effects. The robots could change into cars and back to robot forms again. The transformation was so cool! And what made it cooler was when each autobot scan the type of cars they wanna be and transform into that exact car. So cool! Autobots are the good robots. Megatron is the leader of the evil robot. I like the yellow Chevrolet car that can transform into 1 of the autobot named Bumble Bee. It was so cute :D Anyways, after movie, both of us had a very early dinner and then I roamed around Bugis by myself for a while. Then I headed to sch coz of my evening lect. I didn't rly have the mood to go actually but today was the 1st lect. So I diligently went to sch. Can't say that I paid attention during the lect though. The Australian lecturer spent too much time telling us things that are not supposed to be discussed in so much detail. Since he had lost my interest since the beginning, it was impossible for me to be listening to him for the rest of the lect. I shall try tmr evening. Hope I won't let myself down. |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM |
| Wednesday, July 04, 2007 |
My dad...may look fierce. Not many people dare to play a fool out of him. He has a strong will and perseverance. He's smart even though he didn't have a oh-so-long list of schools or qualifications. He started his own business from scratch after marrying my mom. So, I look up to him for being a successful businessman without anybody's help. I'd love to find someone whose determination is as strong as his to be my future husband. He, like many other men, has a high ego and doesn't like being corrected. Hahaha. In the family, only my younger bro and I dare to be 'irritating' towards him. Perhaps coz he 'irritates' us 1st :p (The irritation is not in a bad way). I love making him smile, and it's not that hard to do so. I guess, he's closer to Ping2 and me than to my big sis n bro and yun. Coz I make the effort to spend more time with him whenever I'm back there. My mom...just like most moms, is a good cook. She can bake cakes but she's just lazy most of the time. Hehehe. I love her banana cake the most! :D She nags sometimes but it's not the longwinded kind. So I love her for that. She pokes her nose simply too much on her kids' love life. Hahaha. It gets pretty annoying sometimes coz she's a rather negative-thinking person. She doesn't have friends. Her only best friend would be her own mom (my granny) whom she love sharing the latest gossip in the house with. Afterwhich the stories would spread by itself within...a short period of time coz my grandma would tell my uncs and aunts and not forgetting some of her friends too. My big sis...is rather small in size. Hehehe. She's the thinnest in the house. She's got character but pretty at the same time. She was a playgirl but not anymore coz she's not that young already. She can't really sing but she doesn't care when we tell her to stop. Hahaha. She's kind. She gives opinion or lessons bout guys to me coz she had had more experience. Thank her for that :) I hope she'd faster get proposed and lead a happy married life with baby. Coz if she's gonna take longer, I wouldn't know whether I'd still be able to help her take care of him/her or not. My big bro...was quite popular among girls last time. Hahaha. He can play musical instruments like guitar, drum, and a lil bit of the piano. I like guys who can play musical instruments coz I feel that he's so talented. He sings well and he could actually compose songs if he wants to. I miss the times when he was still a student. I'd spend the time with him at his bedroom and just talk n sing n laugh. For now, he's cute as he'd ask for my opinion on his gf. I can give my honest comments and he accepts them well. I hope he'll last with his current one coz she's so adorable :D My small sis...was a playgirl too. Hahaha. But she's changed as years go by. She learnt to be serious in relationship now. She's closest with me than to others in the house. That's probably because she's hard to handle. She's pretty and cute. Despite her being a cuttie, she's actually a very messy and an unorganised person. She's not that good in her studies but she's gifted in arts. She's creative and can draw well if she's the mood, but most of the time she's lazy to do her school work. She said she loves me but she can't really show it through action. Hahaha. She can make me hate her so much till I fret living under 1 roof with her. But I love her. Love beats hatred in a powerful way :) My small bro...is totally a cute-but-annoying bro. He whines alot when we don't provide him with toys he wants. He's closest to me than to other siblings. I take his craps more patiently than others. And another reason would probably coz I helped mom to take care of him since he was just born. I love babies and so my maternal instinct came quite fast. LOL. I was only in primary 5 when he came to this world. He'd hide behind my back when he was younger coz he was scared of crowds. And now, he'd call my name more often than other people's when I'm back at Indo. He liked to play with hairs but his habit's lesser now. He loves to grab my cheek and rub it against his. It's so painful! But we'd end up laughing bout it. He loves to put his forehead against mine and look at my eyes. He'd laugh so loudly coz he said my face look so funny at such a close-up. He's talkative for a boy. I love each one of them so terribly alot! |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 1:01 PM |
| Tuesday, July 03, 2007 |
It wasn't easy to get the book coz have to read what the content of the book is about carefully. Some books might have wrong doctrines so we must be very careful when choosing them. Therefore, our 1st destination was Suntec City. Sadly, the shop was gonna close for lunchbreak after we stepped in for merely a few mins. So, we took off to Plaza Singapura and searched high and low for the perfect book. Thank God we managed to get 1. If we couldn't find from that small shop, we'd have to travel again to Far East. Which is like the name 'Far East' says..the place is far. Anyways...today didn't turn out to be just like we had planned the night b4 on MSN. I sacrificed my slp till ard 3am to discuss bout the celebration with Joanne. But I'm quite sad that the surprises were fail. Bt at least I'm thankful that I could still celebrate it with him :) We had dinner at Billy Bombers at The Cathay building. However Yaowen wasn't vry satisfied. He was disappointed. He expected a better celebration than today's coz last yr was totally a surprise for him when we appeared in front of his house door (he was already feeling upset coz noone seemed to remember his bday). He showed his feeling rather clearly from his face. Seeing that, I feel quite disappointed by his reaction. Coz I feel that he shld be grateful for having friends who are willing to spare time to celebrate his bday. It's more than just surprises and presents given during bdays. It's the effort given from friends what matters. It's the time spent together with them that should be the factor of a happy bday celebration. I hope I myself would learn from this. To be more appreciative of other people's effort than just being engulfed with my own selfish wants. |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 11:48 PM |
| Monday, July 02, 2007 |
1 is 'When You're Gone' which sounds kindda desperate after her bf went away. Another 1 is 'Keep Holding On' which is the encouraging type of song. Sent this song to Joyce coz she said she was feeling rather emo this afternoon. Hahaha. I wanna memorise the song and perhaps I could sing it to her 1 day as an encouragement b4 her 'O' lvl :) Hopefully without any interruption by anybody. Hahaha. I better practice hard :D But not that hard till make me lose my own voice. Ahhh the joy of being able to sing. It's undescribable. Hehehe. I can't imagine world without music. It'd be nightmare everyday. Thank God for creativity for people to compose songs, to invent and play musical instruments. Unfortunately my vocal chord isn't that strong. I can't sing too often or else I'd lose my voice. Then it'd get deeper n deeper. Oh well. But I simply love singing. If only I could enter some singing sch or have some singing lesson to enhance my ability. My parents just don't know. *Sigh* |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM |
They come with sweet nothings. I got sort of affected by them. They became a tiny part of my life that made me grow some new habits. After say....twice of the experience, I learnt not to get too attached that I might develop any extra feelings. Yup I became smarter when it come striking on me. They're good in making me feel dumb after they suddenly make the disappearing act altogether. Therefore, I must guard myself so as not to get myself too involved which would bring hurt eventually. I'm trained not to have the feeling so quickly. But at the same time, they made me felt awkward when they shower their affection towards me. They're nice when they've only seen my pictures. They went missing after they've met up with me. I don't understand why the term 'friends' is not even in their dictionary anymore after they've seen me. Everything's judged by the pretty face in this world. I don't blame them coz it's just human nature. Who wouldn't wanna have good looking people surrounding us. But then again...there's more than just pretty faces and slender body, right? I'm looking for someone who's willing to accept the package as one and not only some of it. I'm more eager to find people who'd accept me from head to toe even after they see me. I don't take people's praises about my sweet face that easily. Coz what's the use of praising the face but running away after knowing the fact that my body isn't acceptable. It'd only leave me with a deep hurt even when I've no special feelings towards them. |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 3:04 PM |
| Sunday, July 01, 2007 |
Idiotic hair. Can't wait for a few more mths. Can't wait to have long hair again. And I actually am kindda miss my yellow tail even though many ppl gave negative comments about it =p Like I careee~ |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 3:56 AM |
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Terrence and me at the MRT platform
Us again
Last pic taken on the MRT. Ter, me, Limei, Jerel, and Angel (Liling's doll)
Toilet!!! Girls' best friend.
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