Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Monday, May 28, 2007

SOMETHIN' BOUT PARENTS

Is there any parent that are perfect? Yeah I know...Nobody's perfect. But...is there any parent that at least tries to learn to be the best for the kids? Most parents only know how to impose rules on their kids. Always treat kids like robots that they can control. They hope that they cld change some things, hope that they cld prevent the kids frm suffering the same way as they did in their past. Bt most of their methods are often wrong. They usually use their mouths more than their ears. Mayb some DO listen to their kids' thoughts bt MOST do not.

Most parents are bothered by some nonsensical issue such as religion for instance. Most of them are nt interested with what the kids' interests are. They just want the kids to be interested with what they're interested in. They somehow forgotten that kids are also human beings with different personality, talents, abilities, characters, etc. The kids' passion are considered as nth but a passing desire. They find no point in letting the children achieve their dreams. Children are expected to be facing nth more than books. Giving them good grades is not a big deal for most parents. Unsatisfaction devour them. Greediness is all over their mind. Enough is nvr enough. The best is still not the best for them. They live a life like as if they've been 50yrs old all along. They treat the kids like they've nvr been kids before.

Why must it be like this? Why can't parents try to learn frm the past and try nt to repeat the same things again in the future, in their own family? Why do they just lead the children the same way as they were treated when they were young? They suffered frm ill treatment bt they don't learn frm it. They repeat the cycle instead and pass it down to their kids and they claim that they love the kids. That's how ridiculous it is.

Kids know how hard it is to be parents bt it is still unfair when parents are reluctant to hear the kids' point of views. There shld be some sort of freedom of speech that everyone shld take just a couple of minute to respect n listen to it. Children might nt have all the experience bt there are still some brains in their heads to think and hearts inside their body to feel.

Why do they have to think of their image 1st before the kids' happiness? It's considered as selfishness, ain't it? Is your self-image worth more than your kids' future happiness?

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:42 PM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

BACK AT INDO

Returned to Indo on Wed and only Limei and my aunt saw me off at the airport. My flight was in the afternoon and most of the cg members were having sch. So....Only Limei cld made it :D Appreciate her willingness and sacrifice. *Hugs*

Reached Indo, and I was mostly welcome by Mersi the dog :D He's so active and I felt so loved seeing him jumping all over my legs.

And that's him, Mersi. There is still another dog named Chiko. His face doesn't look that handsome. Instead, he looks blur and dumb2 :D Bt still..He's vry adorable xD

Visited my grandparents already. And I had shop a lil yest. with my aunt. Ate some satay for lunch.

Bought a new top, sandals and necklace while shopping with her. I had so much fun! :D At night, had some Thai food for dinner together with my parents, aunt and younger bro. I 4gt to take some pics of the fd. Only remembered when the fd were all finished. Bt on desperate measure, I even took my small bowl of tom yum soup. LOL!

Then.... This morning, I went to my mom's new apartment. It was made for my older sis aft she gt married actually. Bt since she's nt gonna get married to that guy anymore, the place is mom's :D It looks fantastic. Only had some aircon placement prob. Hahaha. The layout is cool tho :) Lotsa mirrors!

Ppl who enter the hse will 1stly see themselves :D

We were bored while waiting for mom. Was gonna head back home.

Alrighty...To end this entry, I wanna show u my ulcer that I've been having for more than a wk! Fuiyo! It's so painful. Suffering!!!

P/S specially for Joyce: I'll try my best to remember to take more pics of the fd I eat here ok? I always forgot to take out my camera when the fd is served leh. LOL!

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:26 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

FELLOWSHIPPING IS FUN =D

I'm finally gonna go back to my own ctry again tmr.

Have been fellowshipping with Limei since yest and today. Yest was together with Yaowen also. We went to SimLim to ask places that wld buy Limei's iPod. Bt in the end, we found out that..Shops like those won't wanna buy her version of iPod at high price. So, we head to Bugis Junction to have our dinner. Aft dinner, we went to Cold Storage n we saw......

They're the new drinks in town!!! What a name -.-" Hahaha. Yaowen told me bout the advertisement and it was super hillarious! I haven't seen it myself though. Which is a waste coz I'd have a good laugh when I do see it. Imagine...when u wanna buy some drinks at the hawker centre and the person ask "what wld u like to have?" and u reply "Anything". It's like.. anything what?? U want the seller to choose for u or something? Oh man =p The same goes to "Whatever". It's like u have some kind of AP. Hahahha! FUNNY!

Anyways...Today went to fellowship with Joyce coz she nd to return me Yun's CD and also met with Limei again (coz I nd to pass her my Mini). Ate at Century Square and we took some pics. It was so fun!!!

Taken with LM's hp when she was away. Purposely take nice pic then put as her wallpaper. LOL! My lips swollen coz inside having a vry big n painful ulcer *Sigh*

Joyce and I had this waffle with ice cream for dessert. It was superb :D The waffle was sooo nice!!! LM cldn't enjoy it with us coz she is still vege-fasting. It's a'ight. There's still next time :)

Leaving Century Square.

My Mini is finally left with Limei coz only she I can depend on. Hope Mini behaves herself :) I'm gonna miss my furball though X/

She rly looks like a furball when she slps like this X) My cuttie pie :)

Vell Signed off ♥ 10:37 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF HOLS TRIPS

KL was fun! :D I can't wait for my next visit. The weather at Genting was superb too! ^o^ Wohoooooow. Indo's mountain side lose to it liao. It felt like when I was in Japan! I love it!

The way to Genting. Looks similar to the ones at Indo hillside.

The Statue of Liberty wild-hogging? :p

Pretty! It goes around the indoor theme park :) I wanted to ride on this. Bt I chose the one that brought me ard the WHOLE theme park instead (both indoor & outdoor).

I wanna ride on this. Bt I'm too big already :( Didn't even get the chance when I was young *Sigh*

A reflexology centre inside the indoor theme park -.-"

The outdoor theme park which didn't impress me that much.

The hotel I stayed in for free :p Kindda lousy though. LOL. Another 2 hotels are...

KL's twin tower.

Somehow M'sia gave me the similar feeling as Indo. Bt I guess m'sia is more dangerous than Indo. Coz I heard that shoppers cld get robbed even when they're inside a MALL?!?! How crazy is that. Bt so far...I've nvr witness one at KL nor JB :) I guess I've to thank none other than God for that? Hehehe. Coz I've His protection! ^^ His protection rocks big time ok!!! :D

Anyways...I'd love to go there again some day. I better save money. So next time I'll have no worries to spend :)

I love this Chicken Cheese from SAKAE, KL.

With him.

His dog :D

Vell Signed off ♥ 10:04 PM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

WHERE R U BF?

I was home alone the whole afternoon today. The only entertainment was TV n my laptop. Sometimes...Holidays without having someone to spend some quality time with isn't a very gd thing. Stuck alone at home.. That's sickening. Laze ard like nobody's biz. I wanted to just get out n walk on the street, walk along Orchard Rd (even tho it's so boring there). Bt there's just no one whom I can ask to come along with.

At times like this..How I wish I'd have a boyfriend. Hahaha. Nt that I'm lack of friends or I'm despo or wad la. Just that...Bf and friends are different. They provide different kind of feelings and happiness. And anyway most of my current friends are all young teens from W193. So it's abit different. I don't rly feel that my appearance even suit to be hanging around with them on the mall. I know my friends who read this entry wld probably be thinking that I'm just thinking too much. Yes I do think alot about nonsensical stuff. Bt I nd to grow up. Even tho some of them ever said that my face doesn't show my real age, I do feel that I nd to change. My behaviour and all. My appearance, my dressings, my attitude, etc. As I grow, my likings and tastes tend to change. So, I must rly help myself to grow internally. Since physically I can't grow anymore, I shld mould my behaviour right? If nt, like nvr grow at all... So embarassing one leh. I can't rly hide my age anymore coz it's rather shown frm my face already, a lil bit if not much. I'm sad with it lah~

But anyway... back to the bf topic. Spending the time with the 1 whom we love more than just friends is already making that big difference. And talking with our "life-partner" is more than just talking bout our other normal friends or usual topics like we do when we're chatting with our fellow girlfriends (or perhaps male friends too). There'll be some more extra topics that can be added in. That way, life is more exciting (together with the some arguments besides the laughters).

So..The BIG Qn is this..Where is he???

Vell Signed off ♥ 8:41 PM

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

A VERY LONG ENTRY AFT SO LONG

Finally I'm free! I feel so light! No more LM or HRM or OTD that I've to rush. Now I'm left with worrying for my results only. Bt it won't hinder me from enjoying myself over the hols. Hahaha. I'll treasure this hols so much coz I've been longing for it. Come to think of it, I don't think I've ever felt like this before. I mean.. Desperately waiting for my hols.. It feels weird. Oh well...anyway it's arrived, knocking on my door :D Might as well just "embrace" it before time runs out again and the horrible cycle wld repeat again. Hahaha.

The OTD paper was terrible. I didn't rly know what the Qns wanted me to ans. I simply put every theory I thot cld fit. Copied alot frm the textbk also. And I overheard quite alot of other students mentioned that they did exactly the same as me. I didn't eavesdrop kay? They talked so publicly. LOL! So shld I say...I'm quite save? Or shld I say...that we're all doomed? :p

Bt I do hope that I'll pass everything ah. I wldn't wanna come back just to sit for the exam again. And anyway the marking scheme for my sch is rather unique. Hopefully the grades for the assignments can help to let all of my subjects pass. Since the weightage for all exam papers weren't that high, it usually won't be much of a prob. Bt if I score rly badly on my exam, then the end result won't be that gd. Aw man...This is a bad thing to start my hols -.-"

Alright2..To prevent myself from getting depressed on my first few hrs of hols, I shall just dream more about my hols trips. I've gt plans. I'mma go to KL soon. My fren's mom's b'day soon n she's a member of Genting i-dunno-wad. Can stay there 1day for free. So we're gonna go there. Then..return to KL then back to S'pore. Then I'm gonna have a vry busy 3days before I finally *WOOOSSSHHHH* fly back to Indo. It'll be tiring bt it'll b worth it. I just know it :)

This way, even if my family's plan to go Aussie fails, I won't be grumbbling so much. Weeee~ Bt I still wanna go there la! Winter mannnnn!!! I wanna wear a nice, comfy, thick jacket. Look at angmohs :p I shall post about this plan more when I'm finally back at Indo. Coz currently the ppl going on the tour isn't sufficient. LOL. A rather odd grp that is able to go. Only mom, yun, small bro and myself only! Alamak. I'm afraid that we'd be blur leh. How ah? Bt I'm older now. I shall learn to take charge n help my mom :D OK! That settles it. I shall support that plan! Hahaha.

O yeah! I wanna watch SpiderMan3 when I'm at KL. There the cinema is cheap leh! Bt buying DVD at Indo wld be cheaper. Hwahahha. Oops. No no~ I still go to the cinema often when I'm in Indo ok? My older sis will ask me to go along at least once a wk. She's such a loyal customer. Thx to the credit card that allows buy 1 get 1 free movie tix, the owner of the cinema is making big bucks lor!

When I'm at Indo, I wanna buy DVD, korean shows or those movies which I missed. Urm....I forgot wad r those already leh -.-" Too many movies I skipped. Jialat. I must browse thru the thick rack of DVDs liao. Fuiyo. Must wear mask and gloves coz all dusty n dirty coz alot of ppl had touched them. Hahahha.

Guess I've crapped too much. I'm just simply happy that blogger allows me to post such a long entry. Aft so long! I've been waiting for this moment. Hahaha. Btw, the tv show on channel8 at 9pm currently is showing a vry nice show. I can't wait. Another 1/2 an hr to go. I wanna haf a good laugh. The show also give some lessons. Can understand guys more and the guys can learn more about girls. Good, right?

K la. I guess rly nd to stop. FOR THOSE WHO R STILL HAVING EXAMS, JIAYOU! FIGHT! GAMBATTE! :D Don't envy me for having my hols liao hor. Urs will come sooner than u think. Hehe. Jiayou! God Bless!

Vell Signed off ♥ 7:50 PM

Friday, May 04, 2007

LEFT 1 MORE AND I'M READY TO GO

Had my HRM paper yest. It was quite alright. I've been taking HR since poly yrs ma...That's why it wasn't so hard I guess. So much crap that can be penned down.

Now, left OTD only! The killer!!! The most dangerous paper of them all. *Sigh* I dunno how the Qns are gonna be like. The local lecturer did gave us some Qns to try out. Those came up from his own head and not frm the Aussie lecturer. The Qns are so terribly hard! I wonder how he thought of it. I rly hope that it won't be as deadly during the real exam.

Since it's only left with 1 more to go, I kindda lose my motivation to stdy and it's also due to the difficulty of the subject. Made me don't even think of wanting to stdy. This is BAD! The paper is gonna be on next Wed. Nt much time left... Bt I still don't feel the internal push yet. Tsk tsk tsk. It's gonna be an open book exam but what's the use of bringing the textbk if application is what they really wanted? Bleah.

Counting down...counting down... My hols is just 5 days away. I can't wait. Bt I hope I'll pass all subjs. Then I'd have my hols without anything in mind except having fun. My biggest worry wld only be OTD la. Gotta pray and cast all my worries unto His Hands :) I'm so gonna enjoy my hols. Already planned to have a trip to KL and visit my friend. Then nt long aft that...I shall fly!!!~ To Jkt. The thot of these 2 makes me smile frm ear to ear xD

Oh God let the time pass faster. LOL.

Vell Signed off ♥ 7:26 PM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Mugs, Mugging, Mugged

*Breathe in...Breathe out...* Have been stdying like there's no tmr. I don't like this. *Sigh*

My arty-farty sis is already enjoying herself back in Indo with her bf. Bet she must be having a super fun hols. I'm left alone with my aunt. Having some "mugging-fever" and having sleep-overs here n there.

As my brain works, my mouth moves. There were alot of snacks in betw. my studies. This is very2 bad!!! I won't eat if i were to stdy on my bed, bt there's a risk of me falling asleep. I also won't eat when I stdy alone bt risk of slacking too much. Ohhhh Godddd!!! I need focus, wisdom, and everything else that's necessary to keep me studying X(

I can't wait for all of this to get over and done with. I wanna enjoy myself. Just thinking of what to buy n bring back to Indo, wanna think of where to go n have fun. I wanna hit the club~

Vell Signed off ♥ 10:24 PM