Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Sunday, February 25, 2007

Finally I finished the 12 episodes of 1 Liter of Tears, the Japanese show that story is based on a real person's life. She had an incurable illness. Towards the end where the girl's sickness got worsen every single day, rly made me cry like nobody's business, like there's no tmr. Like as if water leaked frm my tear gland. So sad....Esp. when her dad cried coz of his daughter's sufferings.

Throughout the show, her family was so supportive and her mom was the greatest coz she took care of her daughter alot and nvr give up. Her mom always gave her encouragement. That set me thinking and imagining...If anything bad happen to me, how would my family react? Would their treatment towards me change? To me, family is still the number one after God. Friends only come in the 2nd place coz they often come to us only when they've something in mind. They're nt true at all. In fact, in my whole life, I don't know who can I regard as my friends? Perhaps Limei, even tho sometimes I felt irritated by her bt she knows it (I hope) Hehehe. Wldn't wanna keep anything frm her. And another 1 mayb Liang who would readily listens to my deepest thoughts. He's the best when we go out in a grp coz we'd be walking either behind or infront of the rest..Just the 2 of us. I wldn't feel ignored. When he sees me walking alone, he'd purposely come beside me.

Now going to sch is quite a burden for me. Besides all the assignments, there are still other issues that makes me kindda lazy to go to sch now. If only whole of my family is here, I wldn't mind so much bout it.

Cutting others' conversation isn't a gd thing. I'll just keep quiet if nobody wanna listen to what I'm talking about. End of stry. So don't ask me why am I so quiet out of a sudden.

Vell Signed off ♥ 2:55 PM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

I'm super tired today. My whole back aches like I exercised at the gym. Spent more than half a day outside. Had a morning lect and the Leadership lect is always a li'l bit of a waste of time whenever I attend it. Went to town after sch. Walked ard in Far East Plaza and I didn't manage to find anything nice to buy and even feel that it's getting boring there. Walked over to Liat Tower's ZARA and also found nth nice. Except I satisfied my craving for the Japanese wafer ice cream at the Japanese supermarket at the Shaw Tower basement. Walked to Paragon's Metro to use up my Metro S$100 cheque. Hahaha. Rather boring. But Jiayi managed to get a Dorothy Perkins top n a purse. I got myself a new eyeliner! Yay~ And I finally bought the b'day presents for Yaozong and Liling. Felt bad for owing them for so long. Hahaha. Nth much to blog about today coz nth much impressive things happened.

Oh yah! Except for the Paul Twohill wannabe that I saw in Metro (for those who doesn't know who's Paul Twohill, he was one of the Singapore Idol 2 contestant). He used his long hair to cover his whole face and it was so irritating to see. I guess he's Paul's no.1 biggest fan. I wonder how if he were to go out with his girlfriend, hiding his face with hair. How is he gonna give her a kiss? Like opening curtains? Hahaha. Rly a wonder.

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:11 PM

CNY photos

Silly Liang. Dunno what he was trying to do. Hahaha

Vell Signed off ♥ 10:33 PM

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

I'm superly BLESSED!

CNY hoo-hah is gonna be over soon. Sch reopens tmr. Went to Jul's and Limei's hse today. Didn't collect that many angbao but the gathering was quite fun. Reunited with JJL and took quite alot of pics (haven't receive frm Jul yet). Her mom cooked the dishes and they were all fabolous! =D And I wanna thank her ahgong for giving me angbao. He's very old bt still wanna give us angbao leh! He even wanted to pass to us himself without other ppl's help. Fuiyoh! Still so strong even tho he's already very old. He's such a cute and kind and strong ahgong :D

Went to Limei hse after that coz Jan n Liang had to leave quite early. Felt quite disappointed at 1st when I heard bout their plan last night coz I thot we cld hang ard abit longer. Bt after Jul's relatives began to come one by one, it got too crowded n we felt abit out of place. Hahaha. So, went off to Limei's str away aft that.

There were only the 4 kids at home by the time I reached. Rather bored n Liling asked me to play cards with her. In the end, Limei joined in. And Yaozhong also. Then Yaowen came up to the room and we played The Game of Life. IT was so fun! Hahaha. My 1st time playing that game. At evening, their parents invited me to join them for dinner. Their family is such a blessing in my life. I always got invited to their good food dinner. I ate shark's fin soup for the 1st time! Fuiyohhh.

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Happy CNY to all!!!

Bought all the new clothes yet? I did :D And I'm so happy coz I bought quite alot of them. Heeheehe. Actually dad told us to buy only 2 pieces each bt in the end I got more than 3 and Yun bought 3 today at Bugis Junction.

It was so crowded there. Especially at Bugis Str. Dunno know when will it be empty. Probably only in the middle of the night when the shops are all closed. Perhaps tmr will be empty since most of the shops would be closed. Hahaha. Staying home tmr coz there are only 3 of us here. What a boring CNY. Hahaha.

I'm well prepared for the boring day. Bought a japanese DVD today, titled "1 Liter of Tears". It's so touching. Only finished 1 out of 3 Cds. I guess I'm rly gonna cry 1 liter just like the title say. Hahaha.

Removed quite alot of hair yest. Cut my hair and it looked fabolous when I got outta the salon. The blowdry skill was so good! My hair looked straight and no curly, itchy hair or so Yun called them. Hahaha. I also went for threading for the 1st time in my life. So painful bt managed to keep my tears frm comin' out. Satisfied with the result :D Yest was great!

My hair can't do it without the blowing though. I can't blow it nicely myself. I need that hairstylist!!! :(

Vell Signed off ♥ 6:55 PM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Should I be amazed or sad? Jiayi told me that I look HANDSOME when my eyes are covered by fringe -.-"

I stayed overnight at Jiayi's last night. Went to sch together by MRT this morning. Since it was such a long journey, I slept for a few mins. I was abit conscious that the train got a lil bit crowded for a few stations but when I finally woke up, it was rather empty. In fact, nothing interesting bout this.

However, something actually happened when I was asleep. Jiayi told Limei and me when we were having dinner at Bugis this evening. I can't remember what we were talking about before Jiayi told us the incident. Perhaps it was about our deep voice which led to the boy-look that I have. Jiayi said that when I was asleep, there was a group of girls looking at my direction and would discuss among themselves. She got confused and looked at me and she told me "no wonder...U look so handsome." Hahaha. I put my big crumpler bag and lappy bag on my lap, pulled quite high that they probably covered my breasts. To make things worse, I was wearing a guy's cutting brown polo T.

Is this the cause of why there are no guys notice me? Coz my face is too much of a boy than a girl? Hahaha. It's kindda scary...Gals looking at me who's also a gal, a straight one. Hahaha. Straight ppl would feel disgusted if they're being checked out by the same gender.

Anyways... Happy Valentine's Day!!! I've got dates with my assignments. *Sigh*

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:22 PM

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Farewell BoonYew!!!~

You are transferring out from W193 to one of the adult cell grp. Kindda sad coz u were so good. But it's God's plan to let u move on in serving Him. Jon transferred out already and now it's ur turn. God is gonna do a great work in both of u. You both are gonna grow and impact the marketplace faster than we could imagine :) God bless you.

Went to Changi airport's viewing mall to celebrate Boon's farewell party. Had a great time. Jiayi asked me to sing the "That's What Friends Are For" song out of the blue. Hahaha. What an honor :D

Fellowshipped together, took some photos coz we won't be fellowshipping together with Boon anymore. The feeling wasn't rly sad though. Perhaps due to the not-so-right ambience at the viewing mall. Hahaha. Bt we'd still be able to meet once in a while at church svc la.

Photos together...

We love you BoonYew!!! W193 will miss you alot! :)

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM

Friday, February 09, 2007

Just had my internet up and running again. Internet can rly make me stress coz I dunno what's wrong with it. Stupid technological advancement. Hahaha. Provide both leisure and stress at the same time.

Had been living a hectic lifestyle ever since sch reopened. So busy that I can't rly remember what I've been going through.

Anyways.. met up with Liang yesterday and had a great time together. We, 3 gals, were having a very long break before our HR lecture at night. Ate Sakae sushi buffet at Bukit Batok. I think sushi can make consumers high. We'd laugh alot while consuming the food. So much laughter made me full faster. Didn't think I took alot of them but felt so bloated! Gastric pain.

Here are some of pics taken...

The 4 of us

Just the gals

Just me

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:21 AM

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Why must my family be so dramatic? It really felt like I was watching a movie or I was one of the actress in a TV show.

Dad who's fierce and don't really know wad's going on in his kids lives. Only know how to blame his wife for not being able to look after the kids properly that the kids turned out to be some useless ppl.

Mom who doesn't listen to what the kids want. Don't sympathize her kids but always make herself so pitiful instead.

Siblings who are so occupied with their own stuff and only remembers me when they need a favour. Thought that dad dotes on me the most, that everything I ask for will be granted, and so they ask him through me. Sisters who are much prettier than I am. Guys adore them and they get alot of stuff coz of their beauty. They're talented, good artist, etc. They even have nice handwrittings. Money isn't really an issue for them. What else they want? I don't have so much complains about brothers coz I'm a girl. It's more natural to compare myself with sisters.

They wanna be understood but they've forgotten 1 very important thing...that I'm also a human being! I need to be understood as well. I'm not suicidal and I think at a brighter side of life. That's why I look less problematic. But the fact is, everyone is the same. I may look calm in the outside, but am very emotional in the inside. I often thought...if only I could be a more daring person. I'd probably have ended my life long ago. But I always think of the consequences more, so I didn't do anything to harm myself.

What they don't know is... I'm a scaredy-cat type of person. I need people's support when I want something. I know dad loves me, but I think he loves everyone of us almost equally. I love my family alot and I care about each one of them. At the same time, I wanna get just a tiny bit of the attention from them as well. It takes 2 hands to clap! They just don't get it.

What's God's purpose for letting me be in this family? *Sigh* I really can't figure it out.

Vell Signed off ♥ 2:31 PM