Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

In Indo...

It's almost a month I'm in Jakarta now.. Finally I get to spend time with my family after so long. So glad to finally being able to take a break. I'm away from church friends...Can say that I'm also taking a break frm church stuff coz I had been so busy the few days before my departure. Kindda miss the days when I was busy doing new stuff for the cell grp though. Anyway... Need to enjoy the time that I have now 1st before I get back to that busy days :)

I've been waiting for an email sent by SIM as promised by the uni. I'm eager to know that I'm accepted in SIM. But until now, I still cant see any email frm SIM. *Sigh* Am I gonna be accepted or nt? I nd to make plans if I'm not! Arghhh!!! SO DYING TO KNOWWWWW. I'm so worried. If suppose I'm not accepted, I'd be asked to stay at Indo for good! Which I dont think is a good idea T-T Pls send me the email fastttt!!!

Nt that I dont like staying with my own family..Bt there are alot of considerations nd to be made. Firstly, I'm afraid of family conflicts coz my dad is more easily stressed up here. Secondly, I'm having such great friends in S'pore. Thirdly, what about my walk with God???? It's so hard here... I cant even pray properly, I seldom hear Christian songs, I cant go to any church. *Sighhhh* It's dangerous :( I miss svc, I miss church, I miss Limei they all, I miss Ps. Kong, most importantly.. I MISS GOD!!! T-T

I know that God will make a way, even when there seems to be no way. If my purpose isnt done yet, He will provide a way. So I believe that I'll go back to S'pore no matter what.

Oh yeah... My dad asked me about considering America a few times already. Hahahaha! I rly can't figure out what's on his mind. What does he actually want. Hehehe. Wait for me S'pore!!! I'll be back!!!! (Even tho I dunno when)

Vell Signed off ♥ 12:51 AM