Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

I'm so in love...

I'm in love.... Oh yeah... With Mariah Carey's song. LOL. It's just simply melt-able :p Have been listening to it repeatedly for the past 2 days. Here's the lyric:

My All
I'm thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love, tonight

Baby, can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet, you are so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Anyways...Sch is starting to get back to normal already. So many projects and tutorials that we need to do. The subjects are all very new and confusing for me. *Sigh* However, I'm gonna make it! Hehe. It's my last semester in TP and I'm gonna graduate and nobody knows what am I gonna do in the future. Hopefully I can go to any University in Sg. I rly cant bear to leave Sg, especially I've a BIG family here.. My cell grp members, my beloved ones :)

Last night our cell group got multiplied. Some of us are separated. There was crying and hugging and many more. It's not a sad occasion but it's rather the sad feeling to be separated from our closer friends that brought us to tears. But nvm.. It's a joy to be multiplying coz... We'll bring even MORE friends to be saved! Hehehe... Go go W193!!!

Till next time, Velly out..~

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:21 AM

Thursday, December 08, 2005

We are who we are~

I've spent so much lately. Have been spending alot to buy stuff, blessing people, and also buying food -.-" Hopefully I can survive with the limited amount of money for the whole month with some extra savings. I'm getting old...But I still cant save money in my bank. That's horrible! Arghh!!! I gotta control now. Mustn't be too ignorant already. Must think of the future.

Anyways...The latest stuff I bought which cost a bomb was my Papillio! Hehehe. It's a pink one... The 1st time Jiayi n Jul bought, I kept on saying so exp. and wondered why they would wanna buy. But now...After seeing it for sooo often, I'm beginning to like the design. Hahaha. That's why I decided to get 1 for myself..And I think it's gonna be the 1 and only. Coz I can't afford to spend so much just for a sandal...Worn on my feet =)

I'm sooo in love with this song now...The 1 I put at my current fave MV. This song is telling gals to be more confident. And I feel like my personality fits the lyric alot! It goes...

Who We Are by Hope Partlow

I don't wanna put on my make-up
Just like every girl in the magazine
That's not who I am when I wake up
That's not who I wanna be
There's so much more to me than meets the eye
In this life, I know one thing
Doesn't really matter what you wear
Let the people stare
Cuz we are who we are
Who we are who we are
Doesn't really matter what car you drive
It's good to be alive
Yeah, we are who we are
Who we are who we are
Who we are
Tell me baby do I look like the real thing
Or would you change the color of my eyes?
Tell me why my television's filling me with lies
It doesn't really matter what you wear
Let the people stare
Cuz we are who we are
Who we are who we are
Doesn't really matter what car you drive
It's good to be alive
Yeah, we are who we are
Who we are who we are
There is beauty on the inside
Yeah, you're beautiful alright
No, it doesn't really matter what you wear
Let the people stare
Cuz we are who we are
Who we are who we are
It doesn't really matter what car you drive
It's good to be alive
Yeah, we are who we are
Who we are who we are
Doesn't really matter what you wear
Let the people stare
It's good to be alive
Good to be alive
Doesn't really matter what car you drive
It's good to be alive
Who we are
Are who we are, who we are, who we are
Who we are
It's good to be alive, good to be alive
When we're who we are

Till next time, Velly Out~

Vell Signed off ♥ 10:37 PM

Saturday, December 03, 2005

SIP ends finally

It's been so long since the last time I blog. So lazy to try to recall what had happened for the past few months. 1 thing for sure...My internship ends yesterday. 2 and a half months...Gone just like that. Still remember my 1st day there, together with Azeana. We were like 2 dumb newcomers, wearing a very formal attire and was waiting outside the door, assuming that the office opens right on time. Hahaha. Wad an experience! As days went by, we became more n more slack. We were just following the norm.

Working in a recruitment agency wasn't all fun..But it was interesting. Met and saw lotsa funny people. There were several good-looking boys n gals too btw :) I got the chance to interview quite alot of the temp-job applicants during my attachment there. Sometimes, it's kindda frustrating when a whole bunch of them came to register at the same time altogether. I mean...the office is small and there wasn't much space to bring them all in. They had to stand outside. Haha. And actually it caused trouble for our company. Oh well...It's all past now. I'm gonna miss my colleagues. I thought I wouldn't...But on the last day itself, I felt I would. There were so many ups and downs, so many jokes and irritations. And overall, I think all jobs are enjoyable as long as the colleagues ARE nice. Hehe. I think I'm gonna visit them once in a while. If they're not too busy, that is.

It's December now...So fast. It's gonna be year 2006 soon. But before that, I'll be going back to TP for another semester this coming Monday. Where's my holiday?!?!?! Argh!!! I need a LONG holiday badly! T-T I miss Indonesia (even though there are some rumours about riot again) I miss my home back there..I wanna see the pet dog my elder sis got form someone. I miss riding on my dad's car. I miss every single one of my relatives. *Sigh* I hope it's not too much to ask for.

Anyways..Soon I'll be burdened with lotsa projects and homeworks and tests again. I'm kindda tired with studying..But I dont wanna go to the working life so fast yet. And I definitely dont wanna go back for good to Indonesia just yet. I'm horrified with the family politics there. So, I'm thinking of trying to go to 1 of the U in Sg. Hopefully I won't be wasting my dad's money for doing so. I pity him sometimes, coz he still have to worry and work so much at his old age. Not that I'm saying he is SO old or that nobody else his age still works, but...He had started his own business after he got married..Till now. It's not easy I guess. Especially when he had no money for the capital to start it. *Sigh* I just wish I'd be a more filial daughter to my parents. And I hope this passion stays with me forever.

So much more things had happened..But I'm just lazy to think and type them out. I just still cant believe at how fast time flies these days. Anyway...Today's gonna be a great day. My sis and I are gonna go to church...Afterwhich, we'll be going to Turf City for a steamboat together with our cellgroup! Yep..My sis had finally come back! I'm so happy for her. Just hope that she wouldn't be so suicidal anymore. =)

That's all for now..Gonna miss Recruit Strategy...Till next time, Velly out~

Vell Signed off ♥ 9:33 AM