Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Sunday, October 24, 2004

indo..~

Its been a while since the last entry I posted. Hadnt got the free time to create. I'm now enjoying my holiday with my family in Jakarta! Heehee. Now, me using my bro's hp gprs. Cool, huh?

Anyway, on the 19th of Oct, I went to celebrate Liang's belated n my advance b'day 2gether wif JJL. We ate steambot n had a GREAT time, laughing n eating. We were so bloated coz it was a buffet n we ate to our stomach desire.

Then, the next day, I went back to Jkt alone, leaving my sis alone wif aunt. I was kindda sad n bored. Kept quiet all the way in the plane. Sianz..

Then, on the 22nd, I checked my exam results. N wad a relief, I passed everything. *Phew* Before that, I had my hair cut in the afternoon. Was shorter than what I had requested, but it's alright.

23rd was my b'day. Yay! Ate out with fam, made a wish, blew candles. So yummy~ :p Thx to my elder sis. But now, I'm sick X( *Argh!* Having sore throat n some flu. Damn I feel terribly uncomfortable. I cant buy junkfoods~ *sobs*. But its owkay. I'm gonna recover soon. I hope.

I'm missing my frens in Sg too. Guess they're having fun :)Liang'll b going to HK in early Nov. So nice~ Even earlier than me. Haha. Hope he'll have great times. Alrighty, I'll cont. other day. Buhbye babeh~

Vell Signed off ♥ 10:29 PM

Friday, October 15, 2004

New Hair

What a day. Went to PW early in the morning. Got my hair done, finally. The result wasnt that satisfying though. My hair is kindda ruined already. Hahaha. Play too much with it maybe? Oh well, at least only some are still stickin out. Er...After the salon, I went straight home and then went to Changi Airport. Sent off my aunt. And then my sis and I went to PW again (for my 2nd time on the same day) to eat our "Lunchner". Was so hungry. We spent a few hours there and then went home. I watched TV, as usual. Coz there's nothing else interesting that I can do. Watched the 7pm show, and then Singapore Idols. Tonight's result was impressive. Jerry was finally eliminated. What took u guys so long to kick him out? LOL. But honestly, I think Christopher did worse than Jerry last night. Guess S'pore cant stand Jerry anymore huh? Way to go!! Hahaha. After SI, I watched the 9pm show. It's ending soon. Tonight's episode was very sad. Made me cry :p Anyways, cant wait to watch the ending. Just nice..Before my departure from Sg. Hehehe. Lucky me. :) Hm...So far, I've a quite hectic schedule. Planned to go visit my sec sch teachers with Caiyu, go out for a meal with JJL, watch White Chicks with my sis and buy some pants with her. Hopefully I have enough capital hahaha. Looking forward to Wednesday =)

Vell Signed off ♥ 10:17 PM

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Oh happy day~

What a GREAT day!! Today Jul, Liang and I went for a swim. They came over my house. I fetched them at PW (by foot LOL). Then headed back to my place. It was a scorching hot day. We swam at around 12 in the afternoon. Jul n Liang wanted to have a tan. I think its more like a sunburn. Hahaha. A painful one. So, we swam for about an hour until we felt terribly hungry. We went upstairs to have a shower then we went straight to TM. We ate BK and then watched Wimbledon.

The movie was about a couple of tennis players. Each competing other players to win at wimbledon. The show was so exciting. Whenever the actor wanna hit, makes me wanna jump up from my seat. How I wish to play tennis again with my bro. I'm gonna play when I'm back at Indo, yay!~ Heeheehee. Hopefully I still remember how to play. :)

After the show, we went to drink some coffee at Starbucks. A nice place to sit and chat. We sat at a sofa, so cosy but too cold. Hahaha. At that time, Jul n Liang's backs were so red and itchy. LOL thx to the staying under the sun in the swimming pool. I hope they are feeling great after the sunburn. I know its very painful coz I've tried before. Hahaha. And I felt that sunburning is a big mistake.

Anyway, Jan did not join us coz she was already booked by her frens. Jan is gettin popular huh? Heeheehee. Guess she watched White Chicks? I dunno. Didnt ask her. Hopefully she'll be available for the next JJVL outting. Which I dunno when :p

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM

Sunday, October 10, 2004

1st holiday

Wow what a boring day. My 1st day of holiday but yet I stayed at home. Woke up at around 11 30am coz kept on waking up in the middle of the night. Doing business coz of the tea i drank the night before. Sure is tiring. Hahaha. Then I went for a swim with sis at around 4pm. The sun was still rather warm but the water was sooo cooling. Had a great swim. Whew.

Planned to go to Orc for dinner but we were too tired. So, my aunt bought us a take-away instead. She wanted us to try a "nice" chicken rice. But turned out to be "not" so nice. Hahaha. The rice was quite alot. Made my stomach bloated. :( Then after eating, I just spent my evening watching TV. I also watched Huan Zhu Gege 3. Almost every actors/actresses were changed. Bleah! Not really nice compared to the 2 and 3. *Sigh* Why do they have to change anyway?! Alright, besides that, nth else to talk about. Only about my sis again. She just got scolded again by my aunt. Coz she was probably playing/sms-ing when my aunt went into her room. Straight after that I heard some drawer noises. Wonder what was she doing. I didnt went over though. Too afraid to see if she were really slashing her own arm again. Maybe I should warn my aunt not to scold/mention about her x-bf again. Or mayb she should watch what she's scolding her. *Sigh* Sometimes it's just difficult to not scold her. I need some answer from above~

Vell Signed off ♥ 10:54 PM

Saturday, October 09, 2004

Finally..the time has come...

Hip hip hurray!!! Finally...Exams are over, holidays are here. This calls for a celebration. Cant stop being happy. But I'm not so confident with all of my tests. And I'm kindda worried, actually. :/ Hopefully I pass all. Amen!

Anyway, I went straight to Plaza Singapura with my sis after I was released from my Mkg paper. We wanted to watch White Chicks at first but the timing wasnt right. All early shows were selling fast :( So we watched Jackie Chan's movie instead. New Police Story! What a GREAT show!!! It was so thrilling, the fights and shooting,etc. Moreover, Nicholas Tse was in the show. After a long long time not appearing in any movies, he finally shows his face again. He is so handsome!! so cute and cool :p He was the good guy and another handsome guy became the baddie. I dunno his name though, so sorry hehehehe. The movie was about a group of 5 people haunting the police down coz the leader, the handsome guy, hated policemen. His dad is also a cop himself but bcoz his dad likes to beat him ever since he was a li'l boy, he grew up with hatred towards cops and his own daddy. So, Jackie Chan and Nicholas are trying to catch him. Sad that in the end all of the bad guys died. Still, it was a really nice show. :) Coz in the end, the leader came into his senses again and he purposely made the other cops shoot him. And so he died. hehe.

Okays...Since I'm having my holidays already, I need to plan how to spend my time. Looking forward to buy some b'day presents with my frens. And also, we planned to spend sometime together at TP's gym. I also wanna swim and get on with my diet programme again. *Sigh* Have been eating lotsa junks during my exams. Mouth always itch when studying. Hahaha. Hopefully it will work. Pls God~ Help me. :) ALrighty, continue later. Buhbye~

Vell Signed off ♥ 7:22 PM

Thursday, October 07, 2004

WTH? WTF! Wadever...

I'll start with yesterday. I had no paper but I went to sch to study with Liang. Thought Jul would join us but she didnt wanna go. So, there we were. Trying to study but ended up laughing and chatting all the way. We went home early coz his sis kept on bugging him. Asking him to accompany her coz she was alone. What a cute big sis. We also didnt have the mood to study. So home I go~

Everything was fine until evening. As usual, there are just some things that cant be ignored. More often its coz of my sis. Its either her untidy stuff, or coz she sits too long in front of the comp and doesnt study. Yesterday was coz of the "long comp, no study" thingy. The nagging started since I was watching TV until I was trying to study. Upset, my sis turned the loudspeaker volume up. I could hear the songs from next door. So, I simply put on my earpiece and listened to my discman while trying to memorise my HRM.

Till about 10 going to 11, my sis returned to our room. I didnt give her much attention coz I'd lots of memorising to do. Then, she showed me her left arm and she said "so painful". She did it again! She scratched or cut or wadever u call it. This isnt her 1st time. I couldnt do anything except saying "you're crazy". The cut wasnt bleeding or anything. It just left some marks, bulging out lines on her arm. I often think that she needs to see a psychiatrist coz her mental has a li'l problem. She often think of killing herself by cutting her wrist, drinking the liquid soap, eating lots of panadols, etc. Its just like a drama if i think of it. But its happening! And i cant do anything.

I often tell her to just ignore the nagging and let my aunt say whatever she wants. But she cant. I also told her to change herself coz more often what my aunt scolded her is true. Its nt that I dont side my own sis, but sometimes I myself cant stand my sis' behaviour/attitude. She's hard to control. And she's so stubborn. I dunno y but i feel that she thinks she's always right. She's rude too sometimes. Esp. when she's angry. Why cant she just think for herself why she always get nagged. When will she realise that she's at fault? When will she start listening to others?

Last night, she told me that she had a conversation with a guy in IRC. When my sis was talking about suicide, then he told her an easy way. And that is to eat few panadol with few painkillers, lock every door, cut the wrist, poke the knife in, get the vein and pull it out. Lay in bed when doing it. He told her that that way u can die sleeping. I thought "OMG! This guy must be crazy!" If anything were to happen to my sis, he must be sued! I asked my sis "how does he know? He tried b4?" Then she said "yea he tried b4 thats y he told me" I wonder how he survived. Mayb it was just his own creation n my sis stupidly believed it.

Everytime she got scolded, I cant stop imagining that 1 day my sis is really going to leave this world sooner than me. I dunno whether she's just scaring others, or herself, or she really mean to do it. The big qn now is...Whether I should tell my dad or not. *Sigh* If anything were to happen, let it happen. For God had planned it. But I do hope that she can change herself soon coz its not easy to be in the middle. And they never know how I feel. *ARGH! HELP ME!* (How I wish my big bro were still in Sg with me)

Today..Did my HRM paper and it wasnt easy. Spent too long on MCQs that I'd to rush for the essay qns. It was hard to decide which one is the ans. The worse thing is I got mixed up with the several processes. Oh well, I'm not hoping for a distinction but I sure hope that I can pass it. NO SUPP PLS!!!~

Vell Signed off ♥ 1:41 PM

Monday, October 04, 2004

Just 2 more to go...

Just sat for my Finance paper this morning. I was so sleepy~ I even slept for a few mins in 69 while going to sch. We were so worried before the test, but luckily it wasnt so bad. Turned out to be not as hard as what we had imagined. Heehee.. Thank God for that!

After this paper, I have 2 days off to study for my HRM. Hope I will do good for this one by bullshitting all the way LOL. *sigh* I wonder how can I do that. But dont worry, God will make a way, when there seems to be no way! Must believe in Him. ^-^ I'm so thankful for He always hear my prayers. Amen. :p

1 over, 2 more to go. must hang in there alright. Holiday is gettin nearer and nearer. I cant wait *giggles* But when I'm having my holidays, my sis will be studying for her exams. *sigh* Also cant go out :( Hopefully my frens will be quite free to go out together sometime. There're so many movies I wanna watch. White chicks, New police story, Art of the devil, Saved, etc. Wonder how to watch all of them. Will have monetary problem. Hahaha. Better save money then buy the DVDs in Indo. Then wont use my money LOL. Wicked huh? ;p Okay continue other time. Wanna go to bed now. Night2 sweetie~

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:29 PM

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Exams are finally here!

Have been studying for dunno how many hours. So tiring~ Must rush my Finance coz tmr's the test. Hope I can do well. Must admit that I didnt really study that much but I dont wanna fail. Hahaha. Cant give a 100% concentration if I study at home. Argh!! Jia lat. Hopefully all those stuff I've tried to memorise will stick in my mind. Prefer counting more than theory coz I cant bullshit that well. :p *Sigh* Better get back to my Finance now. Coz later wanna swim n so on. Scared not enough time to finish all of the lecture notes. Hurry2!~ *Poof* Gone for the day.

Vell Signed off ♥ 3:09 PM

Friday, October 01, 2004

weeheee!!

Today is a very very fun day. Stayed at library to study together. I studied a bit of Mkg n bit of Fin. It was tiring, though. Jul didnt come and stayed at home coz her dear gave her sis tuition earlier. Jiayi came and the 4 of us spent most of the time laughing. It was so hard to stop coz of 2 particular ppl. Both are about their hair. 1 is because his fringe is so long, right parting, and he likes to flip his hair just like gals. Another 1 is also bcoz of his long fringe. But this one is gel-ed so hard and so high, centre-parting, that it looks like an umbrella for his face. We saw him, and laughed at him, since yesterday. So, when we saw him again today n showed it to Jan n Jiayi, we laughed with them. Liang said, if it's raining, his face will be dry n clean but his body will be wet. Thx to the umbrella. Hahaha. So we called him umbrella just now. I know it isnt a very good thing to laugh at other ppl, but its just..very hard to control. :p

Then when I was on my way back home, I watched S'pore Idol at TVmobile. So happy to see those ppl I like got selected. Way to go, guys!! I'm so happy for ya'll. Hope u guys will make it till the end! Ow anyway, I just realised that Candice (1 of the contestant) was kicked out b4 the performance. Wonder why. My sis told me bout the kickin out but she doesnt know the reason.

At home, my sis showed me her "just-bought" 8Days mag. There's Sg Idol contestants stories. Chris thinks Jeasse is hot! OMG! Hahaha. That cheeky looking guy. Damn cute. :p Then...There's again a story about Ronald n Jiawei. They have been "on" for 2 yrs. Bt Jiawei's parents havent even meet Ronald yet! And they're gettin married already! Unbelievable. LOL. Anyway, I dont think they know each other that well yet coz their test showed 5.5 for Ronald n 3 for Jiawei over 8. So fail~ I think its bcoz they dont communicate enough. Wonder how they communicate when they dont really know each other's language. Hahaha. Shld look very cute with lots of sign going around. :) Anyway, wish him all the luck.

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:02 PM